DAY SEVEN: 9/17/11 :
3:00AM – I just had the most volatile, vulgar, talk-out-loud battle with my “rebellious” self. It was sublimely cathartic. I am about to embark on a mission to places where people are going without FOOD – suffering from hunger pains, and I’m sniveling over 21 days of not smoking Malditos Cigarrillos? Shoot. I’m sniveling over 21 HOURS of it! That is pathetic. And I am not pathetic. And yes – I talk out loud to myself – always have. ;o) You should try it sometime… just be careful in public.
5:00 PM – So far my verbal reprimand has kept Little Miss Can’t Be Wrong in the corner – she’s turned her head a few times, pouting, but then crosses her arms and faces the wall again once she realizes I’m not playing games. I’m going to see a friend play a gig down in the Village tonight – thank GOD they don’t allow smoking in pubs anymore.
6:40 PM – Well, my friend cancelled her show. How you do that at the last minute, at a popular place, on a Saturday night, has tweety-birds flying in circles around my head, but then again, this is Big Bear. Either way, this was meant to occur; since finding out, I have spent only a few moments reading the Word & already have been brought to a Place of complete Serenity. ;0) The Lord truly does know our thoughts afar off and is able to minister Peace beyond all understanding.
The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. – (Psalm 145:14)
I need to just take a couple of days SOLO time with this. I’ll start posting again on Monday